A Slumberers Awakening

As the clock stikes midnight on this night of frost
my heart quickens its pace as I regain what I lost
my heart finaly returns from its journey from me
as I unknowingly slumbered in tranquility
I awoke from a dream from my own perfect land
I now see that things have gone far beyond planned
as I see my reflection in the ocean of fate
I have forgotten why I've been forced to wait
as my hand slowly reaches to the scars I have gained
but still in my heart lies a far greater pain
a demon and angel still fight for controll
which one is the true me, which one is my soul
my memory fails me and I cannot recal
the boy who had lived in my past days at all
all that I recal is a raven haired girl
who too long ago was the source of my world
but now as I journey though my sands of time
I have found a new rose one who always shines