A Final Shot Misfired

I know that Im not perfect
and who the hell thinks that they are
but Im wishing for a second chance
at breaking my own heart
cause I had one last bullet
and it was my last shot to take
but it went off acidently
and I missed and hit a fake
so now here I am dying
just to talk to thee
so I have a growing feeling
thisll be the death of me
so you look me in the eyes
for what you hope is the last time
and I see that my chances
have made a drastic dive
and I know theres no way my heart and mind
can both possibly make it out alive
Hm
like I still have a fools chance
of living my foolish dreams
and winning the maiden
after a daring near defeat
so Ive come to terms with reality
and right now between you and me
Im happier than I ever was in part
back when I tried to save my heart
but I bare no bad intentions
towards the one my heart had fell
Ive never bore a grudge
in fact I hope her very well
and if my past would ever wish to find
a friend as true as an arrows flight
then all that it would need to do
is ask for him and thats the truth